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The First Year

On January 4, 2016 my mom passed away in her sleep. My brother was with her. She is with God now. She is free of pain. She is free of worry. She is free of sorrow. She is free of lung cancer, breathing problems, COPD, anxiety and fear. She is in a better place (1 […]

I Am Healed

I have been on a journey of healing for many, many years. That journey started around 2003 and despite seeing many doctors, naturopaths, herbalists, and other health practitioners, and trying just about any treatment out there I could find, I kept getting worse. Each practitioner had another diagnosis to add to the previous ones. Eventually […]

31 Days of Prayer

For a while now I have felt that I need to do something about my prayer life. I pray every day – for friends and family, the members of my online prayer group, my dogs, etc., but it’s not focused or conscious prayer. I pray while I am driving in the car, doing laundry, or […]

On My Knees – Day 9

I skipped a day or two but otherwise have been on my knees every day. I want health. I want this to be over so I keep praying. In the meantime I am trying to focus on the positive and what I want – health – versus what is – disease. It’s not easy. My […]

On My Knees – Day 3

Haven’t gotten on my knees yet today. Haven’t even prayed much. I feel discouraged yet trying to stay positive. Heart rate this morning right after getting up 144. Felt like I was going to faint and had a hard time breathing. Took a beta blocker. Four hours later, while cleaning the house, heart rate 132. […]

On My Knees – Day 2

Today I woke up with a lot of anger. This is something I have noticed when I take a lot of anti-fungals and/or probiotics. I had 2 T coconut oil yesterday, some Paragone, a bit of homemade raw milk kefir, and 1/2 scoop Custom Probiotics (the latter is very potent). I also had the other […]

On My Knees – Day 1

Once again I have decided that I need to be on my knees praying – daily. I feel like this quite often but most of the time don’t follow through. Sometimes I don’t even stop to pray. This morning I did albeit not very long. It was mostly a “please heal me” prayer to God. […]

I’m “home”

I actually got back to my mom’s house yesterday. It was good to be back here and to see my mom. Pete and Uli (brother and GF) picked me up at the concentration camp. It was good to see them and get to chat with them on the way home.

I meant to break the […]

DUH!

So I thought it was odd that they scheduled the daily prayer time at 12:15 PM when lunch is from noon to 12:30 PM. And today I found out that lunch is from 12:30 PM to 1 PM! I also found out that dinner is from 6:30 PM to 7:00 PM and not from 6:00 […]

crud

Haven’t been on my knees at all. Actually, I feel totally disconnected from God today. Yesterday I was in a great, joyful mood and felt pretty good. It’s that weird mood where I make everything out to be ok and even justify chewing and spitting. So I did. I don’t even feel any great remorse […]